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I complain a lot to God.

God, why am I going through the crap I’m going through? Why do I have to feel this way about this person? Why are you hitting me with rejection day after freaking day? Why can’t you just free me from all of this magically? Why is it so easy for me to be so cold, so caustic to those around me? Why must I go through trial after trial, going through instances I cannot even start to convey to others because I don’t know who would understand? Why am I going through so much difficulty?

Then God gives His answer.

“It’s because I love you.”

Psalm 119:71

 ⁷¹ It is good for me that I have been afflicted,
         That I may learn Your statutes.